I'm a junior in high school and ive been talking to this boy named rhonell since 2nd grade dating him on and off ... in 5th grade i got sent to boarding school witch is 2 hours away from witch I live. over this past year we have had our rough patches and such but still seem to find our selves liking eachother time and time again. I decide that for his birthday He was the one that I wanted to loose my Virginity to and yes I no for all the Christans out their I shouldnt have done it but in my house I was alwways told do what You feel is right and it did feel right that he was the one I choose and it still dose and way that was about a week ago and now idk .... i guess I just feel like I care more about him then he dose about me .Sometimes hes all I think abotu and I know im in love with him its just he hasent said it to me yet so I kinda keep it a secreate from him ... I feel like he dosnt care sometimes and im tired of it and when he jgets upset with me he Talks at me not to me like im stupid ..... idk i just wanna no if I should just give up on him .... hes just so far away and i no i shouldnt count the miles but its hard .... DO I GIVE UP??
if i were you i would be considering it much more if you hadnt known him fo so long, if you honestly feel you luv him, try not give up on him, but dont keep it inside maybe your display will work and he will notice that he matters much more for you :)