Just say positive and focus and just remember this is just a temporary promblem to a perminent solution. When you graduate you'll be free of ridicule and just know that GOD loves you and that life is all about love and hate but you have to be strong enough to accept that and continue living life to it's fullest..O and don't thing about suicide...you'll go str8 to hell with a gasoline jumpsuit.
The most important thing you can do is prove to your haters that you dont care at all at what they are saying. God will judge them and always protect you, sweetie. I dont hate you, I really appreciate your honesty, girl :)
people tend to project, so most of the time, they are projecting how they feel about themselves towards you bc u r seen as an easy target. it is easy for me to say ignore them but only u can b strong 4 u.