yes i have been abused. from the time i was four and a half untill i was nine and a half my step father threw me at brick walls and picked me up by the neck. he tried strangling me a few times. and just a few months ago i was working for a carnival and a co-worker tried to rape me in a public shower. he was in a drunken rage and the only thing that saved me IN the shower was the door. it was jammed by a sharpie. when i left the shower he followed me back to my bunk witha a knife and tried to find me but my dad walked around the corner and he ran off. i knew exactly who it was so my parents called the cops and when they cale i told them who it was and what he looked like. and just as i finished he walked around the corner asking what was going on like nothing happened. but i still have night mares about him walking around that corner when the cops were ther and how i beat him so bad he bled and bled i couldnt stop and it scared me. i blacked out after that and when i woke up my mom said the cops had pulled me off him and that the man had lived but i had to be careful at work. a couple of days later he went into another drunken rage and tried again but this time he fled back to his country of mexico.

God bless you

i have been hurt by someone i loved but i don't mind it anyways . i just enjoy my life and that's it i find happiness in me :)

then be smart and confeess he truth!

i can clearly see that you are still carrying the burdens of life on you back,ever heard the saying what don't kill you make you fat?..sis you need to let go as this is the only way forward,let every circumstance in life teach you a valuable lesson in getting forward,but in order to do this you first have to forgive in order to let go and move on,don't let the low vibrationz in life stop you from being beautiful inside out,show that you are different,but in doing so take a stand..

so true but its hard having a family that doesn't see your talent

:'( noone deserves to be treated like that and you should try and find a new group of friends and you obviously cant find a new family so try to sort things out

making new friends is easy, making a new family is hard..i see your point but a lot of times i have thought of running away but running away solvs nothing