I would never usually post publicly my personal issues, or even tell people much of my current state. I literally feel so low, and afraid of positivity as it se...
I feel almost the exact same way and I understand completely and it hurts what keeps me going is God and I don't know your religion but God is the answer and I'm not going to lie sometimes it feels like he isnt listening or that he doesnt care but he does I went through a very hard time and I thought that God was trying to hurt me and I just started to try to live my life without him but it didnt work my life fell further down then you could ever imagine now that I have God back my life is.....
You need to become strong and improve yourself. When you have Power you can make them regret or make them pay. Don't waste you time to understand people. Life is about to make yourself happy but without Power you cannot be happy or just feel peace. In Life, Weak become victim for the Strong.
Ok. You know your problem is being affected by people putting down your guard given them a chance to hurt yourself. Its your life not theirs. Do hell with the people don't care what others do, say or think about you. Do what makes you happy. If you won't stop hearing other people and being affected by them your life will be nothing more than a toy of others. Choice is your
