Waking up is hard to do when no one loves you.
I'm sure we have all at some point felt as though no one in the world has our back, and that no one cares or loves us, but this should never be true, because at the end of the day, it is inevitable for us to love ourselves first, so that other people may be able to love us as well. Usually us feeling like this doesn't really hold true anyway and we just aren't thinking clearly about those people that truly love us, or if we can just find the love we should have for ourselves then we will easily blossom into beautiful flowers that everyone wants to pick, take care of, and love. In order to love ourselves we have to find ourselves first. Sometimes it may have been years since we actually treated ourselves as good as we have treated other people and we have forgotten who we are, what we like to do, where we like to go, so on and so forth. Try taking advantage of the fact that you may be alone at this time in your life, and focus on you, the rest will come!