To fall inlove with the person is really not wrong but if you insist your life with the person he doesn't learn to love you then you making your self fool why?? cause you know in the first place that he is a gay and u know already that he will never love you like what you feel to him.. cmon accept the fact the you guys are only friend, try to date some other guy maybe you can find a new one. thats enough with your feelings on him before you will hurt when the times the guy will fall the same guy
Mayya_l'abeille