Its wasted of time when you hold it for nothing, your making your self fool and your hurting your self more, please let go of it and try to do something that can make you feel better
Really, you shouldn't, but it's hard not to. I know it's hard to let go of something that gave you so much to remember... In my opinion you do need to get over it because eventually the heartache may take over your life.
Well you could try once or twice...just to be satisfied from ur side that u did everything for some1 u love...so that u dnt regret that u didn't try..try it...if c doesn't understand ur feelings and always u have tears and pain then I am afraid to say this but move away from her... but move away IN MA STYLE...JUST BEFORE MOVING AWAY DO A GOOD THING VCH HELPS HER...I mean c should feels for u after u leave her. c shuld regret for her decision and wants u back..do something like that.
Oh no my friend,i know h'w u feel,coz I hav ever experienced such,however,keeping ma quick reaction enabled me to endure,so "GO SLOW WHILE MAKING THE DECISION"