The fact is that a lot of people went through similar situation like you and still made it out great... You too can come out great by comitting your problems to God and ask him to give you the strength to make it through without losing yourself in the process.
Look for a talent you got and love and work hard toward it with all your heart, you may not see the result as fast as you expect but as long as you have a passion for it, in time to come, the result of your effort will amaze you. But don't cease to pray (with your whold heart and you may probably like to include PSALM 23, from the bible in your prayers). I pray you get through it safely.
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