Sometimes the only way we will learn is thru pain, we learn to rely on God during the hard things. It's easy to trust God when everything is great! He's looking for people who will give their all, he's chipping away to make room for all the good things he has in store for you. You are like a statue awaiting carving, it'll hurt, but in the end you will be a beautiful masterpiece < 3 Stay strong sis ily! :)
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