Depression hurts, it pulls you down further then hell. Look past those good times and remember the bad, how it never seemed to piece together. Jogging your memory, thinking how you spent every second with that person makes you hurt even worse than what you already are. It is not worth giving up what little you lost. Putting that aside, you have such a strong, and fulfilling future filled with happiness. Once its all over, it is as if you have blossomed into a beautiful flower that is cared for and praised on by others....like you should be.