Hey little fighter, I know you are asking yourself why you have to feel so much pain, so much hate, why do you have to go through that stuff. You know that the destiny choose you and that you will see one time the purpose for that struggle. You should not give up, giving up is the easiest thing to do, so dont, dont give up. You are stronger as you may think and you are brave, believe in yourself and keep moving forward. Life will reward you one day for that. You always have to remember too that you are not alone, never. There are people which believe in you, which support you, always remember that. Also listen to your inner spirit, I'm sure its saying; Dont give up! Be your own hero, you know you can do it. All you have to do is to BELIEVE!