IAM TRIED OF BEING CRAZY, I AM TRIED OF TEARS ON MY FACE, IF SOMEONE WHO EVIL AND WICKED CAN GET LOVE. WHAT ABOUT PEOPLE LIKE ME. I AM SICK OF HEARING FROM GUYS THAT LIKE ME SAYING THEY DO NOT LIE AND BEING DECENT HUMAN. YET YOU ACT JUST LIKE MY BIRTH FATHER. GOD MUST BELIEVE ME I CAN TELL YOU RIGHT NOW WHOEVER I WAS IS DEAD. I CANNOT BRING HER BACK., THE GULITY OF LOVE ONES ARE ON MY HEAD. EVERYDAY I WALK ALONE IN THIS WORLD WITH GOD ON MY SIDE. BECAUSE I DO NOT HAVE ANSWERS TOO MY LIFE WHO I AM. I CANNOT EVEN PICK GOOD FRIENDS OR RELATIONSHIP. WHAT WRONG WITH ME? I JUST BE SUCCESS AND HAPPY BUT WHY DOES IT SEEM TOO GO PAST ME. DO YOU FEEL ME? .