I think I'm at the point where I've liked you for so long that it's just an automatic response for me. I don't know if I really still do, but whenever someone says your name, my heart races. But I have a feeling that's just the way it's going to be for a while. I know I need to move on, and I will, but it'll take some time. I'm not strong enough to suddenly move away from the one amazing person that's been on my mind forever.