If I told u that I loved u it wouldn't be something that u haven't heard before..if I told u that I needed u it would be like having a record on repeat..I figured out what I've been doing wrong. I have been giving u what I felt you've needed and not listening to what you've been telling me u want. I see what no one else sees..just because I felt that I've earned your trust doesn't mean that I have. I have to wait until your heart and mind are ready to trust me. I have been selfish and I have been untrustworthy.. I have said things to u that I shouldn't and I have acted in such away that makes u feel that you're incapable of loving me. I was to busy thinking of how much I needed u and what iwanted from u. I was to busy pointing the finger at u about what I felt u were doing wrong when I should have been appreciating what u were doing right. I want to cry tears of joy and tell The Lord thank u for sending such a man into my life. The past is just that the past..the future is ours.