It was already tearing me apart knowing that I couldn't have you anymore. I spent numerous hours spilling tears all over myself, making puddles. I talked to god and he answered my prayers. He helped me get through the pain and sorrow. When I found out you were just a joke, an unfaithful hooligan, it hurt me to know but I felt better about myself in a way. I felt better about myself because I knew it was a matter of time before I found out. The day that you break up with the guy I will resent for ever hearing about, you are going to be torn inside like me, and then you will know what it really means to hurt somebody.