oh, so u couldn't value it, right? when yew needed me u talked me, smiled with me, laughed with me, enjoyed with me, then I thought I'll be there for yew until the very end... but today when I needed yew, yew left me alone, yew didn't support me, even yew didn't care...... huh? do I still have to be the same? I guess nah, I have had enough, even patience has a limit.... um hurt, deeply hurt... yew won't even understand, what ever I did for yew, I did it lovingly and with so much patience....even after knowing what the consequences would be.....now I have realized that I owe the world nothing. I can no longer worry about making sure everyone is happy. doing so, is killing me inside.....i expected too much...was hurt very much.... today I have learnt a lesson which I would remember for the rest of my life.....