The thought of you makes me sick. I can't even bare to begin. I need to remember how it feels to be loved again. But the thing is, I just can't pretend. I can't just let this go. I can't act like you never cheated or that you never broke my heart. I can't act like I didn't want to cry whenever I looked into your eyes. I say that I don't care anymore, but really, I care more than ever. I think of all the good times we shared, how much we cared, and how constant we laughed. But then I just realize, all over again, what you did to me and why you can never be forgiven. It's my turn to leave you, just like you left me.