What's fu..ed up is you still care about the person who hurt you, when you know you should let them go. Days, weeks, possibly months, even years could pass by and you're still sitting there thinking about them while they're long gone. You're wondering how they're doing without you while you're no longer the first on their mind anymore. You're thinking about the old times you had with them while they're out making new memories with someone that isn't you. You're missing them while they feel like they already have everything they need in their life, and you're not one of them. You just wonder why it's so hard to let go of something that isn't even there anymore.