YET EVERY TIME I MOVE ON I RUN INTO THE SAME PEOPLE WHO HAVE TRY TOO RUIN ME AS PERSON, SMILE AND LAUGHING AT ME, ENJOY MAKE MY LIFE MISERABLE. I AM STRONG THEIR ARE TIMES WHERE I CRY OUT TOO GOD PLEASE TAKE ME OFF THIS EARTH. I AM EMOTIONAL PERSON MY EMOTIONS SHOW. I AM NOT HEARTLESS PERSON THAT FEEDS OFF RUIN OTHERS TOO MAKE MYSELF FEEL GOOD. I AM NOT SITTING HERE LAUGHING WHEN OTHERS FALL, HURT, OR DIED. MY HEART IS COMPASSION. EVEN THOUGH I AM LAST PICK OF HUMAN RACE. EVEN THOUGH I DO NOT HAVE LOYAL FRIENDS ONLY JESUS IS SELF. EVEN THOUGH THE ONLY PERSON CARE IF I LIVE OR BREATH WAS MY MOM WHILE THE OTHERS TOOK THE SIDE OF PEOPLE WHO DESPISE TOO ME THIS DAY. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW IT FEELS TOO HAVE SO MANY GULITY BECAUSE YOU WISH YOU COULD SAVE LOVE ONE. YOU WISH YOU COULD HAVE NOT SHAME THAT PERSON AND HURT THEM. YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE THE HANDS OF TIME. YOU ASK GOD WHY YOU COULD NOT KILL ME INSTEAD OF THIS LOVING PERSON.