Stop cheating on your future with your past...it's over.
The future has yet to be written, have you yet picked up a pen? Your time to start is now! Stop making excuses, stop living in the past, and stop thinking about what little you have now. It isn't about what you have now, its about what you will have in the future if you are just willing to risk losing what little you have now. Remember that failure will come, and adversity will make its presence known as you try to better yourself as well. Never let these things stop you from becoming the person that you know you truly want to become.