I wish I had the courage to tell you exactly how much I miss you.
Missing someone is one of the hardest feelings that a person has to overcome. Living life regretting the mistakes one made can lead a person to self-destruction of they choose to let it. Sure things might have worked out differently if certain things were done in different ways, but to be short, life happens. We all make mistakes, and though it may seem as though you can't live without someone now, in time your heart will heal if you let it.