You really don't know what this life I am living in is like. well actually some people may know what I mean. Pure hell. I seriously don't need wait, let me rephrase that. I seriously dont WANT anymore bull sh.. in my life. I need someone I can just talk to, who can make me feel good about my self, just make me feel like I am the only person in the whole world. :'( I cant handle this feeling anymore. I just might end up in the ground. I mean, my family, has abused me, my friends are dropping out of my life like flies, I am just so mad, I have to take my anger out on the wall, either the wall or I grab my softball bat for a while. I just wish nothing went wrong in this world. :'(