I'm finally not pretending anymore, what about you?
No more fake smiles, fake laughs, fake liking people. I rarely smile unless I'm at home. I don't care if i look miserable at school anymore. Someone. I just wis...
Thats exactly what I think everyday that goes by I honestly wonder why I'm here like you know how you get the feeling of not being wanted yeahh thats all I feel
No I hate the fact your hurting it hurts me it fucks me off the fact your hurting cause dick heads choose to treat u the wrong way I swear if I evea find out who it was I will fucking kill em please dont be upset hunn I still love you all your friends still love you forget the fuck heads that done this to u :)
Babes my whole life is full of pretending I wish the same thing I wish everything was different and that I was always happy without pretending like it was all a happy fairy tale but they arent real so gotta fix it myself
