You know, it's not as if you can choose how to die. (unless you wish to end it yourself) You can die painfully and alone, unsettled by your wasted life, or you can also die painlessly and surrounded by your friends being at peace with yourself. It is all a matter of circumstances and it depends on everyone's distinct personality. Nothing is for sure, but it is way better to live not knowing when and how you'll die :)
Lucy04_