SORRY FOR THAT SITUATION,REMEMBER,as much as you value your pride.."PRIDE COMES BEFORE FALL"...so try to balance the situation at the same time,don't let it control your life.For the case of you and your boyfriend,i think its a boyfriend not a lover,fact find and know why he abuses you,because if love exist then no reason for abuse,but if there no love in between then gal you better run..why be tormented for nothing.STOP BIENG CONFUSED,BE INFUSED AND GAIN STRENGTH..AFTER ALL I DONT SEE ANYTHING
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