Yes it is really bad but I feel exactly the same way as you the same pain the same direction and it hurts so much , I really want to hurt this guy but I cant because I love him so much, and it really sucksss. but just dont do anything crazy like killing urself or cutting dont do that just write ur feelings down on a a paper then tore it and, it should make u feel alot better, but if u need to contact someone or talk to anyone I'm here just message me . ok
Marie:)