He may or may not have a wife at home, but if he dated one of your class mates, then what makes you think he wont dump you for someone new? dear, I think you can do way better than a man twice your age, I'm sure there are other guys your age that are hot in bed, personally I think you are wasting your youth and beauty, as I am sure you are quite pretty if an older man is interested, on a middle aged player. this wont last, I am sorry to say...but all things come to an end, eventually, and when years pass how do you know he wont leave for someone younger?
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