Maybe its a case of them hearing it so often as some people say this in a rather dramatic way if the least wee thing goes wrong. If you really have thoughts of kiling yourself you must go to a doctor and tell them. You could be depressed and need help. Also if you really are suicidal you need to sit your family down and explain to them how you feel. If you really tell them how hard you are finding things I pray they will listen and help. There is always reasons for living. It is a precious gift
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