Well it's good that you confessed & told him the truth, some girls arent that trust worthy. but dont ever think of killing yourself, there are plenty "fishies out in the sea". but then again I understand you love him, every girl feels that way in some point in their life. later on you'll regret even thinking that youre gonna kill yourself for him etc.. it aint worth it! if he really did love you like maybe he told you he did then he'll come back if not, it was never meant to be. maybe this aint a good reply to your question. but its the truth. stay strong, sooner or later, everything will be "perfect" again. keep holding on girly!
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