Please do not let yourself believe that your life is a total mess, even when you encounter rainy days, always force yourself to believe that the sun will shine soon. Don't let the people fool you around anymore. Don't let yourself to be branded as weak and not brave enough in the one life that you have. Things will change some day. You will surely see a light in darkness. Just keep moving.. Keep holding and don't ever surrender. Search your own motivation. Don't be so much worried about life. Live it as it comes. Of course, there would be times that will try to break you into pieces, but let such a time know that you are stronger.