Someone To Care I'm so confused, sometimes as my sickness worsens each day I want someone to love and take care of me yet, I don't want them to know the depth of my pain so, I go home alone and cry myself to sleep in loneliness because I am unable to live long and sturdy still, I don't want anyone seeing me like this' but sometimes my lonely heart longs for someone special to care dying isn't something we want to do alone yet pride keeps us from having anyone there you searched for a healthy' love because love is what you need recklessly, you reached elsewhere to find the love you ever seek in your ignorance and hurry to find your inner peace you desperately saw in another what you needed to see in me... ....health, and hope, and life instead of sickness and decline you found in another my wish came true, to hide my dying I shall leave this world soon, God is calling mehome this sickness shall consume as the end nears my only wish is that someone would love andcare for me instead of this loneliness of dying alone