You don't remember ever hearing : I lay before you the power to choose, life or death, the blessing or the curse? Proverbs 18:31 Deuteronomy 30:15-19 Everyday you're picking between the devil or God whether you know it or not. Doesn't matter how good you think you are, thoughts that are against the promise of prosperity and perfection God has given us; are from the enemy. Letting your mind be invaded by the enemy is a clear choice. It's as simple as knowing you cast that out in the name of Christ because satan is a long defeated foe. Then all the sudden everything even if it was bad, youl see ultimately came together for your personal gain and convenience. Romans 8:28 God gave us free will. If we choose to mess up or we choose to thrive, He lets have that choice because He loves us too much to control us without our will. Let him in. Tell Him it's your will to do His. You'll understand everything that's ever happened in your life, and what it is that your supposed to do.