You only know what you see No one knows what its like to be me. have you ever had that empty feeling inside ; like no one cares or loves you back ; feeling as if you were to cry ; no one would be there to wipe away the t e a r s Everything Beautiful eventually Dies ...there she lies broken inside... i am the author of my life unfortunatly I'm writin` in pen and can`t erase my * m I s t a k e s Theres a girl in my mirror crying tonight & theres nothing I can tell her to make her feel alright... Every tear that Ive cried is a small piece of me that has died Youre so typical...& I hate you. Another day, same bullsh.., this is like a rerun of some sitcom & here we are, screaming at each other again you out loud & me on the inside. Listening to the same songs over & over again, hearing the same harsh words replay in my head. Yesterday is already over, today sucks & tomorrows bound to be just as fu..ed up i`m so sick and tired of acting like i`m fine because truthfully, i`m not. i can`t even talk to youu without being so incredibly sadd. you were the one person who was always supposed to be there for me ; myy best friend ; myy everything. and youu ruined it all in that moment. and I acted like it didn`t hurt. and for a while, I didn`t think it did. but the tears are here and now i realize that it hurt more then anything in the world.. You see my soul it's kind of gray. You see my heart, you look away You see my wrist, I feel your pain. You know my cheeks aren't just wet from the -rain- It's rainin` outside and I don't wanna go the thinqs I feel inside I don't let them show the thinqs you've said i will never let go but until then you'll never know I know what it's like to be alone sitting in your room listening to all those doubts that your parents have to say to you As the people looked up At the clear blue skies, The crash of the planes Took them by total surprise. As the damage and destruction Began to unfold, The people couldn't believe The stories that were told. To see the people jump They then realized, To see a firefighter's face.. As tears filled his eyes. Why and who could do Such a terrible thing, To cause such destruction And kill another human being. As we watch the news And see strangers cry, I sit in amazement And I wonder, 'why?'. Just because someone looks like they having a bright and sunny day Inside they [ c o u l d ] be screaming because everything aint okay.. wut gave you the right to misjudge me nd write me off on the wall ?? actin` as if you understand me in reality you just don`t know me at all ...... sometimes I can`t help but wonder if this was how it`s meant to be but if you search deep enuff in your soul .. you`ll always find a slight reminder of me ........ won`t somebody tell me I just d o n` t understand the ways of the world today sometimes I feel like there`s nothing to live for so i`m longing for the days of y e s t e r d a y if you Look inside a Girl`s [*.H - e - a - R - t.*] Youd see how much she really cries Youll find secrets hidden, Best friends, and Lies But what youll see the most is hOw l | [ HarD ] | l it iS to sTay [(strOng)] wheN Nothing`s right and everything is wrong - ull jus neva kno - soo many emotions I choose not 2 show dont let anyone ever promise you that they w0n`t ever hurt you because at oNe time or another it will happen. the real promise is if the time you spend toGEther wilL be w0rth the pain in the end y0u can`t see i`m hurting y0u d0n`t n0tice the pain it feels like every0ne else is sitting in the sunshine while i`m dr0wning in the rain (ï`÷._)what's misery? it*s when you don*t keep your((chin up)) and, i.n.s.t.e.a.d, give up all you*ve got to [[ fall to the trauma]] How do I deal with you How do I deal with me When I don't even know M y S e L f or what it is you want from me. How do I deal with us How do I know what's real When I don.t even trust myself Or what it is I feel And how do I deal the other day,i sat down,and watched all my childhood movies beauty and the beast,cinderella,snow white,the little mermaid ya know all these good cute movies but there's somethin' that i dont understand,in all of them they -all- end ((happily)) ever after,they get the '|[perfect]|' guy that will luv them forever .nd I dont get it, yea its really nice to dream,buht how come it never really happens why cant I b. the perfect })i({ beautiful grl who ends up w/ the guy of mi dreams alwayz there for me helping me through, guiding `nd leading me to the right-paths in my life to`succeed be happi with myself * and what ii have in my life and be greatful for it all nd I started to cr.y cause' i know that really`i already found priince charmiing but I n0