when people know you as one person, when in reality inside you are diffrent. its not that that your fake, its a security thing. cause chances are you have been hurt before and torn up,and to distance yourself by using another personality creates a security a distance from other people.after a point and time that personality you portrayed yourself as slowly wears off and your real self is revealed and thats when it hurts. I have learned I am different,i am awesome unique, great and see things others may not see. and its impossible to live life and constantly improve being someone else cause then you forget who you are. and Now I have realized who I truly want to be when I grow up and thats be me