Free mean you can do something you like without other person or partner to disturb you, while pathetic mean sometimes you need support but no one beside you. Feel pleasure to be free while feel Pain because pathetic
Uhmm,I would say both. I love being alone but when I'm insane, its just... Painful and I need to talk to someone... Which when I have a perfect someone to talk to I don't say a word so they don't have an idea. xc
