Is there someone you trust whom you can talk to? It need not be a professional, but must be someone who cares and who will listen. You can 'talk' here if you feel able to. I think there are kind people here who will help. Every response shows that someone has seen your comment, and is concerned for you. Be kind to yourself. It is okay to be depressed sometimes (although it feels horrible). Take care. (((Hugs))) xxx
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