Dear Friend,
first currently hows you?
i read understand your problem, you know k this not only with you, its always happen in someone's life. but I think we live for our future, not think about our pasted & think for our bright future & remember this mistake not done next time, who not eligible for us.
and trying to forget which happen... Good Luck.
if you like,reply by messege.
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