You see my scars but not my fresh cuts..No because they are covered..and I don't want you to see how much pain I'm really in. You see when life changes.. you do to.. it get's complicated and the only way to cope is to cut. it kills me to say it but its so true. You also see my bruises.. and my tears rollin down my face, but all I do is wipe them away and cover up my bruises ..plaster on a fake smile and repeat I'm fine, its okay..i promise.. Everyay it gets worse because you have so much to handle.. it just tears you apart, from the inside out. before you know it, you have completely change to a person you hate and some one you have no idea who they are.. then you cause yourself more pain because of the self hatred and the cycle restarts itself.. all I know is that I need to change before it's to late.. I don't want to but I know it's for the best.