Stop loving him and start loving yourself. You are your own greatest gift in this life. Everything else is just fortunate to have become a part of your life. If this man cannot appreciate you, he is not deserving of you. It is time to take a good look in the mirror and appreciate the image you see. As long as you deny yourself of the attention you should be giving yourself and following him around like a lost puppy, the longer he will not appreciate you. Stay strong and put yourself first
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