Because deep down, you still want him for yourself.
But this is a dark PHASE of your life, not your life. You must move on, he did not deserve you. Nor does he deserve a place in your thoughts. He DOES NOT, he NEVER WILL
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Yea I can sooo relate and an answer to your question is you still cry because you still cry but dont let him tie you down do the same thing find someone and take the same pic because you know what hes going to eventually break up with her and do the same dame thing to her!
Sorry to know that. I think you must focus yourself in your life and objectives, despise him and go on. I say despise him with feelings of
Friendship and exclude Love. Help him if he ever needs but never despise him like if he is a rock on the ground that´s just as wrong. You probably had a great time with him and that´s why you cry and feel sad.
Why not let go? Why can't you? If you're certain that he's cheating that much, how much do you need to hurt yourself before you let go? I know it's hard and I can never understand what you're going through but you can still love him as a friend from a distance and still be happy with other people (like some cool friends). Try to be happy while waiting and hoping for someone better. Pray to God to help you get over it, because it's difficult for us as humans to help you get over it or make you happy as you really deserve. I really feel for you because your expressions showed you really really love this guy but you deserve to be happy.