On your troubles and God is silence, never think He abandon you, He is just busy working on the best things for you. You probably asking for sunshine but instead He gave you some rain because Desert needs water. But because of our impatience nature we just keep on whining to God, so He give us temporary/partial answer for us to keep quite. Just like when we were a child and we ask something to our mom she said Ok I hear you but wait for a minute while I am working on your request But we keep on yelling/screaming because we want it right now. So mom give us some toys/food for us to keep quite while she is working on our needs to make sure everything is perfect. Lesson: God know the best to each one of us, He might put us on challenges/ difficulties but He just want us to learn something in our lives. Patience and faith is very important to stay in the long run.