Sometimes I wish I could admit things Even if it's all just a lie Sometimes I wish I could forget things But memories never die I let myself drown in insanity I can't find my personality A demon has taken over It's like I'm drunk but sober The world around me twists and turns My heart inside me bleeds and burns The people I thought I knew Have turned against me, I had no clue I can't remember the days or the past But it doesn't matter, my days here won't last You see, I've got something on my mind Something known as suicide A solution for the one I cannot find Just to put my life aside A solution for the problem I cannot solve When everything around me seems to dissolve Should I be a friend and care in return? Or should my emotions simmer and burn? Why does this even matter really? It's just stupid and silly I sit around as life continues My life is pointless, there is no use I'm tired of trying Yeah, I'm smiling But inside I'm dying I must be lying