Do what you can to be happy. It's ok to care about yourself. No one should think your weird for it. And if they do, then you shouldn't cut yourself over it, because thier not worth harming you harming yourself. And I know it's hard and it's hurts a lot. I've been a cutter for 5 years. But you have to keep holding on. Because someday this pain will make sense to you.
XEmzy