I lost my sister and it was so hard! I did things to take my mind off of it.. I would do things for her becuase I know that she wouldnt have wanted me to cry or get upset she would want me to be happy.. I bet your friend would also want you to be happy...your a gorgeous and I bet strong girl.. you can get thrugh this :) I am sue you have many friends and family there for support
Shelby;)
