I learned that it is safer to hide, because if I was around, you would always get at me. I learned that I should never admit to my wrongdoings, because I was always blamed for your mistakes. I learned that if I'm hurt, I deserve it, because thats what you always told me. I learned to let people roll all over me, because I believed if I would allow it, I would finally win your approval, your love. I learned that love is conditional, because you put down very harsh conditions. I learned to beg for what I need, because that was the only way I got anything. I learned too many things to list. Most of them were negative. But one positive thing that life has taught me is I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.