i loved you for seven years and thought my life is complete with you, it was a surprise that u fell inlove with a neighbour who was a friend of mine. I spended my days wondering what happened to us, I waited for you for over six month thinking maybe ul come back bt nw I realised I have waisted my time waitn, every lil thing we did together is brand new in my memory. I wish there was a posion to drink to just forget you ever meant something to me.since I grew up with no family, I thot maybe I can finally have one with you. I cant see myself anywere but alone cause I rily cant trust anyone with my heart right now. I wake up to go to work and back home nothing more. love does not exist,especially to my heart